vida

how do i know you will not leave 

not run from me when times get hard

always stay by my side when i mess up

given you everything in the fear of being inlove

now inlove the fear of you going away

tired of my rules that make me strong

breaking the wall that seperates your heart from mine

a new start to a new future im willing to sacrifise

ending the fight i have cause inside

just for you my dear

as trees dance to the light of the world

decaying lungs swallowing my humanity

closing the last bit of hope 

throwing it all to the heaven curse

sines runs from me

satanic romes towardes my vains

Eves apple has been tested once again

spliting into 2 

i lick the juices of it nature

venom undescrible 

engoulphing me in a sea of passion

unthinking of the effect 

i fall lower then the earth core

to hell i will stay 

my body lays 

my soul stays 

seeing ur smile once more before it goes away </3

to describe my love for you would have to start form the begining when we first met. 8th grade i saw u cuter then any other boy could be. i never exspected ower path to cross but they did. we exstanged numbers and we talked . i feel inlove with you like you did for me. But my disigions changed that. i though i wanted a guy name richard and didnt see u where always infround of me helping me threw out everything. i tryed to push u away to make it easyer for u to find someone eles and my mind became wicced on you. i played tricks with your mind like i played with mine. i love you so much it was hard for me to be the way i was. when i finaly open my eyes and wanted you the road had changed and so did you. i got what i wanted . i tryed to take it back to figth for you. no matter if i did i knew u wouldnt every want me. now ur with this girl name lorena . shes everything u every wanted . she takes you to places, loved u, never would cheat on you, gives you more love then i could ever give . that should have been me doing all of that for you, talking to you, giving you every love i can. to bad i fucked up now ur gone forever…..